So the last couple of
days have been really dramatic. People going away from me, but in fact getting
even closer.That memorable day started with a memory I would rather dispose off
in thin air.The day started with an exam as horrifying as it's content. Needless
to say the exam was terrible. Afternoon was completely immersed in beer. Yes.
Dripping off it. And for the first time in life i would confess one thing
and that is I love walking in the campus when sloshed. A different kind
of a chill. Also, one thing which I fail to understand is the plight of
leaving college. They say it is a sheer discontinuation of college life. I say
it is a sheer start to a new and a better phase of life. Why stick to a swamp
full of puppy love, unjustified jealousy, sloppy mentalities and absolute
monarchy(the Principal in this case) when you could have almost all of it again
with a new platform and a matured background (the smiley with the P). It is
true that college is one of the best experiences of life but experiences
do turn into memories one fine day right? And, moreover what is the point of
wailing when you know you are going to see that person again. Very soon.
Nevertheless, I hereby wish all my seniors a better life, a
good career and much, MUCH better partners. The farewell
was just one part, the booze another and then quite unsurprisingly come the
thoughts. Thoughts which can no more be extinguished. A thought regarding the
future can be worth it. One regarding the present or the past can also be. But
when thoughts evolve as a combination of the three, it kind of turns
depressing. Intoxication on the other hand should be helpful but often ends
being useless to me. Who would want rum which pushes them into the trench of a
"Don't know, can't understand what" feeling instead of pulling them
out of it? Maybe it is the reason of this silence which has settled deep within
like an explosive which just need to be triggered. But, towards the end, this
is a phase which will unveil itself with nothing but time. Later. :)
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